Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Ner Hashem Nishmat Adam

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A colleague of mine went to sleep on the first night of Passover and never woke up. May his family find comfort. We often hear sayings about living each day like it's your last. This man was not old or sick. There was no warning. How many are the lessons of a decent man's sudden death?
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"Once we made a promise we swore we'd always remember: No retreat, baby, no surrender." What does that Springsteen quote say to you? Have you ever had something that you swore you'd never back down on? What promises to your self have you kept? Broken?
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Bob Seger wrote: "Dreams die hard and we watch them erode. But we cannot be denied the fire inside." Did you ever have a fire in your belly? Did you ever keep a fire inside burning for a long time? Did it ever burn strong at first and then you surrendered your will, let the fire peter out? How does it feel when you retreat and surrender? How does it feel when you persevere?
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Someone told me that tears are the sweat of the heart. What do you say about that? Is it cathartic to cry? Embarrassing? Healthy? I saw a picture once of Ronald and Nancy Reagan crying. She was wiping her eyes and he was blowing his nose. Did you ever notice that men cry through their noses?
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I'm In Awe Of Richard Wright's Haiku
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My shadow was sad
When I took it from the sand
Of the gleaming beach.
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From across the lake,
Past the black winter trees,
Faint sounds of a flute.
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My cold and damp feet
Feel as distant as the moon
On this autumn night.
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A sick cat seeks out
A stiff and frozen willow
Under which to die.
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In my sleep at night,
I keep pounding an anvil
Heard during the day.
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Burning out its time,
And timing its own burning,
One lonely candle.

2 Comments:

Blogger torontopearl said...

I'm so sorry about your collegue's untimely death. No consolation really, but most people would like to go just as he did: go to sleep and not wake up. G-d willing, he wasn't in any great pain.
May we only share simchas.

April 30, 2008 at 8:23 AM  
Blogger kishke said...

teepee: I'd think a person would want a chance to say goodbye and make things right.

April 30, 2008 at 9:57 AM  

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