Thursday, May 23, 2013

Morasha


I sit here again
at the stone chess table
outside the park
where we once talked

It's old, like you were
when you died

It's wise and sturdy
like you were when you lived

I don't recall
what we said that day
that I came to see you here
as you waited for the camp bus
but I still have the energy you gave me

I remember
how you had so much to teach me
and yet let me do so much of the talking

I remember
you telling me like it was
as you saw it

You told me
so much of what I did
like maybe writing this poem
is an escape

You told me
to watch out for one woman
not to fear another

I remember that you taught me
before I knew you
telling us that G-d's open hand serves up
the ability to be
happy with what we have

You were my Yoda
and I unashamedly
followed at your coat tails

Most people missed
you when you
were here

I miss you now

[In memory of Rabbi Pesach Oratz]

6 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Shalom my friend,

I did not know Rabbi Oratz well, but your poem brought sweet memories of a quiet giant in Torah and middot.

May Hashem give you blessings of many, many, many more years of knowing people and their gifts.... including yours.

Shloime TAS

May 26, 2013 at 5:09 AM  
Blogger rabbi neil fleischmann said...

Hi Shloime,

I very much appreciate your commenting and for me,for some reason, now, it brought up what I've been saying a lot lately - that I never know what to write or where to write it (also, that I never know who reads what I share here).

I like your phrasing ("knowing people and their gifts"). For me, knowing people and receiving their gifts and sharing my gifts with others too is a large part of life.

I also thank you for the addition of "including yours." That reminds me of the title of the book by Miriam Adahan - Appreciating People, Including Yourself. Appreciating myself has been a process that I continue to work on, along with the process of appreciating others. That reminds me of the title of Rabbi Abraham Twerski's first book, Like Yourself and Others Will Too...

May 27, 2013 at 11:29 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

About "Appreciating People, Including Yourself" reminds me of the D'var Torah you taught from the Kotzker in this week's parsha about the meraglim and their negative assessment of themselves - not only did we feel like grasshoppers, but we looked liked grasshoppers in THEIR eyes.

May 29, 2013 at 2:55 AM  
Blogger rabbi neil fleischmann said...

Thanks.

Funny (not ha ha) thing about Blogger. It sends me an email with the comments that are posted - even if they're deleted by the writer. So, I'm torn as to whether to respond or not to the comment that you did not post. Here goes nothing. I do not know why I was not included in the O-U/Jewish Action article on Orthodoc comedians.

I got that vort from Rabbi Abraham Twerski.

May 30, 2013 at 9:17 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I didn't see that article, but it obviously is deficient: how can you write an article on Jewish Comedians without mentioning you??

May 31, 2013 at 5:45 AM  
Blogger rabbi neil fleischmann said...

There's more than one Anonymous. This comes as quite a shock.

May 31, 2013 at 5:05 PM  

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