"This Book I Just Wanted To Go Quietly"

Tonight I read a poem by Stephen Dunn called "The Book and I." It starts like this:
Already I lived in an unmanaged world -
from a book I needed something different.
And along the way it wouldn't hurt,
I kept thinking, if I could please, please,
be enthralled. I put it down -
the merciful language you use
when you've decided the poor dog
would be better off dead. I put the book down
and began to clip the coleus...
I was taken by the poem, very much related. I want a book to rivet me or at least engage/intigue me, otherwise I'll feel the need to get out growing till it bloats. I was also curious as to what kind of plant a coleus is, so I looked it up (as my mother - ZL - taught me to do) and found out it's what's pictured above.

6 Comments:
lovely, truly. i too am so enamored by books that i can so easily get wrapped in or disappointed by one. a friend of mine uses the word bibliophilia liberally. but it seems like it would be appropriate here!
since you liked that maybe i'll post the rest - it's a great poem, develops what your talking about. i think you can find poems by going into google books but its daunting to me.
Part II
...I made
some long overdue calls to my relatives,
old attempts at reining in the chaos.
The book remained on the coffee table,
its characters as good as gone, the plod
of their progress now forever curtailed.
They had been sad characters but in a book
I wanted sadness tuned so it might give pleasure, I wanted it oddly funny, or to brilliantly unsettle my heart...
Me too, me too. I'm afraid I am too often disappointed by books. It makes me wonder if something is the matter with me. But I don't think so. I really think it's the writers and their books. It doesn't take much to alienate me: Bloated plot development without enough spark or action. Cookie-cutter characters. Errors of period or location detail. Typos and similar errors -- can't they find good proofreaders these days? Worst of all: the clumsy and/or unbelievable or magical last-minute plot twist that serves only to free the writer from the narrative corner he/she has painted himself into but leaves the reader feeling hoodwinked and disrespectful.
Thanks Anne, sorry I somehow missed responding to this comment. I too have my issues with books. I'm not so sensitive to the sloppy endings or the technical shortcomings. What it is for me is that I need to be swept in. What sweeps me in most often - I think I've figured this out - is a strong first person voice. it can be a memoir or fiction, both have truth to them if the voice is just so. And then it's like someone sharing their soul with me and there feels to be a mutual need to keep the conversation rolling, to see it through.
Some books that grabbed me. If one searches the name of the book in the blog search bar pieces about these works that I've written in the past will rise to the surface. -
The Curious Incident of The Dog In The Night Time - It would be a challenge to sit with this character for as long as it took me to read the book. And yet I relished every pitch perfect word.
The World to Come - Wow. Kabbalah, historical fiction, romance, family, mysery, true Jewish wisdom and history, and and and.
Slow Motion - Sarah Shapiro's masterwork. At the time the Times said that it was something so new, to have a young person write a memoir. She doesn't get credit but she was one the first if not the first to write a whole, true, first person piece, that ends with her being - niot aure here - about 30.
The Glass Castle - She had me at hello, I was scared and sad for the author and her family, but I never wanted tolet go.
Catcher In the Rye - "Even before I memorized chapter 17 I was hooked. The only A+ I got in high school on a paper. The comment was that I seemed to really get the character. G-d bless you Mrs. Feldman.
To Kill A Mockingbird - "I'm not saying he's lying, I'm saying he's mistaken in his mind."
Ordinary People - Join the family from the inside and get ready to be shaken. (Follow it up with Second Heaven, but be ready to be more shocked. Then read Errands - it pulled me through, but for some reason I don't remember it.
A Tree Grows In Brooklyn - What a rich book about a poor family that is in many ways rich. As Francie says to her dad - when I re-read this book - my cup runneth over.
The Book of Illusions
Brooklyn Follies
Timbuktu
These three mentioned right above by Paul Auster are all riveting. Illusions is his masterpiece.
I'm Proud of You
Morrie and Me
Of all the layers in the two books just above this paragraph (the former being richer and more genuinely religious than the latter) what most touched me in each of them was the sibling story about two brothers, and one brother - G-d should spare us - getting sick after feeling removed from his family/brother.
The Slow Way Back - (Have a feeling this one didn't grab you, Anne - see link and comments).(http://rabbifleischmann.blogspot.com/2009/06/not-long-not-road-not-home.html)
please pardon the typos in above comment.
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